Proven Wrong....

Two quotes that get to me... “F A I T H….There is faith….but it only takes you so far, because once you’re there…it’s up to you to make it happen.” “I’m gonna make a change…for once in my life…It’s gonna feel real good, Gonna make a difference…gonna make it right.”- Michael Jackson (R.I.P) -------------------------- So yesterday I was in my room just thinking about everything in general..mostly about a test I took back in June this year. I had gotten a letter saying really nothing about passing or failing it….just about signing up for school again. After all the crap I’d heard from some of my family members about how stupid I “am” assuming that the letter ment that I had failed the test, I just started to break down simply because I thought they were right..I did have hope that maybe I passed but once I saw that letter all the hope I had was pretty much GONE…..so after ballin my eyes out the whole day I told myself what ever happens is for a reason if you fail take it as an expirience that you never want to reach again. I prayed that I had not failed this test…so much pressure on me coming from everywhere its really overwhelming and listening to all these sad songs didn’t help me or my mood and thoughts…So next morning I decided to call my best friend and talk to her maybe she could calm me down…while we were talking I made a promise to her saying if I passed the test I’d sing Man In The Mirror by Michael Jackson (R.I.P) and if I failed I’d sing They don’t really care about us also by Michael Jackson….So that was that…….after waiting for almost 2 months..I get the results….saying….. I P A S S E D At that instant I remember all my aunts and uncles who said to my parents “Marii ain’t gonna be nobody..she ain’t gonna get no where..Dancing and singing is all she can do!…But she ain’t smart in school she never was!” and just thank them in my head cause their the people that made me push my limit 100% times harder..Not only did I prove to them but I proved to myself that if I set my mind to do something and want it soo bad and don’t give up I can do it! After all this that I went thru I realized to NEVER doubt myself in anyway possible..I proving it day by day. I didn’t think I’d be as far as I am now but I’m doing it I’m doing what I said I was gonna do in the first place which was school… Just goes to show anyone can achive their goals and if you achieve your goals try and follow your dreams! In my head now I have a whole nother propesctive and its shocking how one thing can make a big diffrence in someone’s life..Therefore what I’m trying to say is.. ANYONE CAN ACHIEVE THEIR GOALS IF YOU JUST TRY HARD ENOUGH IT PAYS OFF.. I’m proving to yall and if you guys don’t believe me then maybe you should try it. I’m LIVING THE DREAM “If you wanna make the world a better place take a look at yourself and make a change.”-Michael Jackson (R.I.P) LOVE N SUPPORT, ♥MARICARM3N

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Life Quote from Mr.Michael Jackson Himself..

"Michael would you like to be buried in one of these things?...No I don't want to be buried....Then Michael what do you want to happen? I want to live forever." -Michael Jackson just thought I'd post it. I was watching "Life with Michael Jackson" and he actually said that so it kinda stuck with me since I watched it iono why. But in the whole documentary I think Bashar or whatever his name is...(no offense) try'd making him look bad iono probably it's jux me. Anyways wow I am one of the founders of CoAST iNVASiON CrU a NEW INTERNATIONAL CREW! Can ya'll believe that!!? I can't lol so far it's going pretty good already have some gigs here in Tx haha lol! MOVING ON HERE....lol.....Dude lately everyone's been dying I'm being serious here not trying to be funny so don't laugh cuz its NOT funny..but forreal I didn't think so many deaths could happen in a certain period of time hella akward...So I was going today to go pick up my ticket to leave to Mexico at the airlines but guess what!? THEY TOLD ME I HADN'T BOOKED MY FLIGHT THERE FOR I DIDN'T GET A TICKET!! so my reaction was WHAT THE FAACK ARE YOU FAACKIN KIDDIN ME!!! I BOOKED THIS SINCE LAST SATURDAY AND YOUR STILL TELLIN ME I DIDN'T DO IT!!! Oh my gosh guys I was hella mad and it was amazingly crowded in there too I felt Closterphobic haha is that how you spell it?..iono.Anyways any one hear about ABDC SEASON 4?....Supposedly it's gonna be good but iono...people say its set up...AGAIN...but I'm starting to think its true...well more like I know its true. Oh well I'm still gonna watch it atleast it'll gimme somethin to watch every sunday NOW! haha lol Gotta go People once again THANK YALL FOR ALL THE LOVE ON TWITTER!! Shoutouts To MY FOLLOWERS! I ♥ YOU GUYS!! and Thank you for reading my blog!! Peace Love N Support..Always, ♥MARICARM3N

R.I.P Michael Jackson 1958-2009

So I went to my room to sit down cause I had finished my food and had cleaned the table it was kinda weird though cause usually after eatin dinner my fam n me are usually together but this time for some reason I decided to go to my room so I grabbed my journal's,phone,pen like I said unsual for me to go straight after dinner to my room so I grabbed the remote control and I had it on channel MSNBC akward.....next thing you know I look up to see UCLA Medical Center in L.A at the bottom of the screen saying...."BREAKING NEWS: Michael Jackson found in his Los Angeles home unconsious and not breathing"....I said what the fuck?...so I turn up the volume to only hear the news channel talking about MJ so I figured...Oh man cmon leave that poor man alone!I honestly thought they were lying....25 minutes later once again "BREAKING NEWS: Michael Jackson in a coma".....I said what's wrong with the damn channel but honestly in my head I was thinking he'll probably make it out of the coma...then at 3:15pm "BREAKING NEWS: Michael Jackson pronounced Dead"...my heart dropped I looked up and said What?..No that can't be true....Only to find out and hour later that it had been confirmed Michael Jackson was Dead due to Cardiac Arrest....I couldn't believe it I called my brother and told him if he had heard the news about MJ he told me no what are you talking about?..I said Gordo he's dead! my brother didn't believe me so I told him turn to CNN or MSNBC or FOX or MTV and he saw....Honestly I thought this is a joke they have to be kidding me...but I guess....not I'm deeply saddened at the fact that my inspiration as a dancer and a singer is gone I truely looked up to him and I mean in the morning I was listening to Billie Jean in the car only to come home to find out he's dead not right....I just wanted to say SORRY TO THE JACKSON'S FOR THE TERRIBLE LOSS HE WILL TRUELY BE MISSED I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO HIS TOUR BUT MAY HE REST IN PEACE. WE LOVE YOU MJ we know your in a better place now and just dance your way to the top of heaven..thanks for all the memories. REST IN PEACE MICHAEL JACKSON 1958-2009 LOVE N SUPPORT, ♥Maricarmen

ver expected this man i feel like crying

Omg Michael Jacksons dead i cant fuckin believe started watching the news around 2pm found hes dead at 4pm wow cant believe hes dead its hella shockin ne

"Dedication" Soo here come the beats lol

OKAY guys sorry not updating alot but recently I've been busy with all these dancing things and lately I've been trying to make some beats and I really need to know what yall think of this song its called Dedication its the song playing on my blog I made this just recently theres more to come soon but for right now I need to know how its going So I can make more! SOOOO Plz leave comments Show me some love ppl lol ALL CRITISISM IS APPROVED!! GOOD OR BAD! SO LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND I'LL RETURN THE FAVOR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! THANKS!! LOVE N SUPPORT, ♥MARICARM3N RANG3L

THANKS!!!!!!! N HELLA PROUD!!!

DAMN ANYWAYS HELLA TIRED I'M SITTIN HERE INFRONT OF MY COMPUTER TYPIN THIS BLOG WHILE LISTENING TO MY COUSIN HAVE "THE TALK" WITH MY LITTLE COUSIN LOL....KINNA AKWARD.....ANYWAYS JUST ALSO WANTED TO THANK THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY READ MY BLOG THANK YALL ALOT!!! UMMMM...what else?........OH YEAH THANKS TO NAYTRON FOR ANSWERING ME IT WAS NICE TALKING AND MEETING YOU LOL!.....LOL HOPE YOUR HAVIN FUN SO FAR! The Manny Pacquiao fight was crazy K.O by second round damn!! Ummm....what else....I keep thinking I'm forgetting something!!.....ohhhhhhhh CHECK myspace lol..get it...myspace...u..know..my...space...lol (corny joke not funny lol) its myspace.com/mari_mexicangirl OR youtube.com/Maricarmen619 OR twitter.com/MaRiCaRm3NTV THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE PPL!!! I APPRICIATE IT!!! ♥MARICARM3N

Lemme Know what yall think.........

Yall Like My dress or not? hmm...IDK

This Party was HELLA WHACK!

So i'm at this party damn no one's brave enough to go freakin dance so I go out dere hopin someone would start after me but I was...hella wrong I waz out there by myself that's when I realized shit so everyones scared to dance jux bcuz ppl will judge em....wow writin diz blog remindz me of NastyRay when he said he felt it he....felt lonelyness shit well Ray i know how ya feel and I dont like it...I feel hella stupid n hella retarded for even trynna start it...Dont be scared to do what u love jux bcuz someonez gonna judge u....b da one to say I'm proud of what I do and how I do it....

I Wake Up to This Every Morning.......

"Thank god for everything I've been thru cuz that has made me the person that I am today........I have No Regrets." I wake up to that every morning and damn its a HELLA INSPIRING QUOTE! It makes me feel good.

My Friendship with my "Cuzzin" I truly think is endin day by day by day....

Wow I know I usually don't write stuff like this online......almost like never at all....lol.....but let's get serious....... Real talk I feel like I've really lost my friendship with one of my friends I thought well maybe he's jux going thru a stage IDK but I really felt like damn you know I STANDED BY HIM AND SUPPORTED HIM 100% ALL DA WAY AND YET HE DONT GIVE A F*** ABOUT ME......man it jux hurts dat u know i care so much about him and its like hes been my friend actually bff since 4th grade...to know dat all these girls jux use him and leave him...(sigh) It sucks but its all good I guess all his girlfriends are more important than me as a friend that has been here for 5 years now it's kool I got him its W/E ppl tell y are you still talkin to him?......IDK I REALLY DON'T KNOW..He doesn't really know what hes got infront of him as a friend I guess he's kinda losin me day by day....w/e family or not I guess I'mma still be there for him......cuz datz how true I am...I'm not talkin my lil s*** but jux thought I'd let u know...cuzz I GUESS YOU REALLY DON'T GOT REAL FRIENDS IN THIS WORLD..... W/E R.I.P 3MILIANO ♥MARICARM3N

I'M GONNA DO THE BANGERZ CHALLENGE!

So here we go I'm officially comin up with random dances for The Bangerz Challenge wooh damn alot of work but hey I want it and now I'ma work for it ummmm...what else oh Thanks to NastyRay for answering my IM messeges Lol I know (I got hella annoyin) SORRY!! Lol but I hope you finished paintin ur whole room like I said Tried it Didn't work lol......Ummmmm lemme think.......Oh yeah People Thank you for messeging me um to answer people's questions Yall can catch me on myspace.com/mari_mexicangirl lol yes....akward url I know...I know. But I gotta go but I'll let yall know more ASAP! LOVE N SUPPORT, ♥MARICARM3N P.S YALL HELP ME OUT SUPPORT ME FOR DA BANGERZ CHALLENGE ITS HELLA HARD (LOL)

CHECK THIS OUT YALL!!!!

His name is KEWAUN and damn he is HELLA KILLIN THIS TUNE!! CRAZY PROPS TO HIM!!! YALL SUPPORT HIM!!!

Check out Mysto & Pizzi's Music!!

Yall this is Mysto & Pizzi's youtube yall check it out and see if yall like it I mean I like their music shoot lol they can produce real good!! They also made the song for Geico (Somebody's watching me). http://www.youtube.com/user/mystoandpizzi <=====CHECK IT OUT OFFICIAL YOUTUBE CHECK OUT THEIR OFFICIAL WEBSITE!! http://www.mystoandpizzi.com IF YOU ARE A SONGWRITER THEN CHECK OUT www.mystoandpizzi.com/writers ALSO FIND THEM ON THEIR OFFICIAL TWITTER www.twitter.com/mystoandpizzi

QUEST IS AMERICA'S BEST DANCE CREW!!

CONGRADULATIONS QUEST CR3W!!

Just wanted to say congrats to Quest for winning ABDC Season 3 I voted for them alot glad they won and also big ups to BeatFreaks for being 1st Runner-Ups yall gave us girls a possibility to try to audition and make it to top 2.

QUEST VS BEATFREAKS

M33T TH3 CR3W

Some of yall wanted to meet the crew so there yall go yall get to meet Albert lol playin in the sandbox

Another Day In The Life...

www.bboy.org/mari-c

Hey Yall Wuzz Up!!!!! Lol wow So here we go again my birthday's diz sunday (Jan 18) believe me you guyz itz not dat kool!! Lol that means I'm gettin older ugh...!! But anywayz well Tonight is actually the premiere for Americas Best Dance Crew Season 3 I'm really excited to finally have something to watch every Thursday now lol! Umm I'm really sad that HeadHunters Crew didn't make it! But there's always another chance!! Umm lemme think what else...........OH YEAH!! I went to see the Unborn last friday it was actually pretty good! But can't give any spoilers or previews or else I would make the movie seem borin lol. But umm I can't really write so much cuz I can't think of it but when I can I will most definetly let yall know

BRING IN 09

HEY GUYZ!!!

WOW!! Isn't it crazy how fast the year already went by? Umm...well anywayz first of all Thanks to all the people that help me out this year! Yall definetly gave me some courage here and there. Second of all Thanks to my Parents and My Brother yall have given me so much support and yall put up with my crap everyday of the week/year lol. Third of all Thanks to my friends mostly Laura and Maria they've been thru everything with me and when I mean everything........I mean EVERYTHING now these dayz its hard to find friends like them. Fourth of all Thanks to my cousins and I can't really pick a specific one because their all so great so supportive and they're proud of me so THANKS I LOVE YOU GUYZ!!! Last but not least THANK YOU SOO MUCH TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT INSPIRED ME!!! YALL REALLY GOT ME TO SEE A WHOLE NOTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD! I didn't know one person could make such a big diffrence. OF COURSE I REALLY WANT TO GIVE THANKS TO THE U.S TROOPS FOR DOING WHAT THEY DO EVERYDAY TO KEEP US HERE SAFE AND SOUND NOT MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE COURAGE TO GO DO WHAT THEY DO THANK YALL SOO MUCH YALL ARE TRULY THE HEROES NOT US. UM THOSE WERE MY THANK YOU'S! Ummmm.......Alright on with the ABDC 3 newz okay the auditions are supposed to air on Jan 9th or Jan 16th I'm not really sure but its going to be really fun to watch its a whole new season so yeah! Also if your intrested in getting a little taste of Season 3 go to youtube.com and type in ABDC 3 AUDITIONS It gives you a whole bunch of crews!!! ALSO YALL REALLY GOTTA CHECK OUT HEADHUNTERS CREW THEIR HELLA GOOD!!!! Well I really have to go but yall have a INCREDIBLE MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

LOVE AND SUPPORT, ♥MARICARMEN AKA MARI-C♥